A new day

Thanks ladies for your comments. I feel so much better today.

I think my crankiness yesterday was two-fold. A huge part of was sugar and diet-related. I know diet mentality is not helpful to me, not what I need, and nothing but hurtful.

I've made so much progress since last May - a week of counting points isn't going to ruin that, it just reminded me of what I need and what my body needs and what I don't need. I don't need dieting.

The other part of my crankiness was stress. I stressed out so quickly about wedding planning. We originally wanted to get married this summer, so I was stressing out trying to find a place and date within a pretty small budget. We talked last night....K let me cry on him and hugged me and calmed me down. I think that was really all I needed. Comfort.

We decided we are probably going to have a destination wedding in the Caribbean. We've always talked about doing it that way. That way we can have a honeymoon and a beach wedding. We're going to throw some sort of party for friends and family when we get back.

Now I'm going to the gym. I'm going because I know it's good for my body and it'll help with the stress.