Wants

I want to be free of self hatred.

I want to have faith in God.

I want to want to exercise.

I want to have a baby.

I want my husband to be happy.

I want to be happy.

I want to be strong.

I want to run races again and beat my old PRs.

I want to finish a triathalon.

I want to get rid of the "shoulds."

I always feel like I should be doing something or should not be doing something and I get myself all upset about it. Hence, self hatred. Should get up and exercise. Should be thinner. Should eat this not that. Should not eat sugary cereal out of the box for breakfast. Should be studying. Should be cleaning.

Good god I sound like a nutcase. ;)

I should get over myself! ;)